i got so pissed with *****. well, ***** thinks that i purposely dont wanna go see ***** after school. i doubt ***** even knows that i had common test la. then so i went to the mini forum to intercom the number. no one answered. i was patiently waiting for ***** to come out. but ***** never did. so there were some other teachers who came out of the staff room. they said they didnt see ***** in there. i waited a little while longer. then so i didnt see ***** coming out. so i left a note in *****'s pigeon hole.
then this morning during recess, i went to see *****. then ***** said like "jgn ckp lagi." which means "dont talk already". i got so sad okay.
like... it was a feeling of guilt and the feeling lost of trust by a *****. and it's so bad that i cant concentrate in class la..
TSK please.

and it wasnt MY fault that i didnt see you yesterday. i DID search for you. and i COULDNT find you. and i CANT make it today since i have ORGAN CLASS to prepare myself for competiton.



THAT FAKE SMILE I GAVE WAS SO ON PURPOSE, DAMN IT.
i dont even feel like talking to you already-




happy belated birthday, FATHUL!
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